The reason for my self preservation
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~"Amira, I'm doing what's best."
"For who mom? For you!?"
"Mira, honey. I'm trying to help."
"No, your not. Okay. Your not. Fine, I'll go, but stop trying to justify yourself to cover up the fact that this is for you and your reputation. It's a little too late for you to be acting like a good mom."~
Amira has been given multiple reasons not to trust people. It is because of this that she didn't have many friends. However, Even the ones who she held close to her eventually left because of the lack of trust she had for them.
After this the world she had around her began to unravel. Her mother decided after a certain incident that it would be good for her to start over and after fully thinking it over decided to move. At first Amira was completely against the idea but then she thought it was an opportunity for a new beginning. I mean people always talked about how moving would give them an opportunity to rebuild themselves, so why shouldn't she?
Everything was going smoothly. Instead of having a few friends Amira surrounded her self with everyone. Being sure not to have a distinct relationship with anyone, but remaining "happy." She held in her opinions, and had to bite her tongue quite often but found that it was better this way and became more content with herself. Or so she thought until a certain 17 year old boy did something she never thought could happen. What would Amira do if others found out? What if Cain was really the first person in her life, to see through the mask that she put up?
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Hey There Cliché. Fuck Off. [complete]
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The Edge of Almost
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Super?
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For The Press
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A Mad Woman, Allison.
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Living With My Bully
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My First Love
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Hestia solace levestia with her goddes beauty she can make boys fall for her. A blue eyes that can make you hypnotized by just looking at it. Her body that can make everyone stunned by just seeing it. Everything is perfect about her, she's rich and she's very beautiful. But behind those beautiful mask.....there was a red flag side of her She likes teasing people lower than her She love seeing others suffer -attention seeker -spoiled brat -selfish and also known as the troublemaker She was deeply inlove with this man who named LIAM ZACHARIAS SILVESTRE and one day she just found out that she was starting to became obsessed with this man....... And when she found out that FREYA SANDOVAL become ZACHARIAS girlfriend..... She decided to kill this girl but it end up killing herself by the man that he loves the most..... "From now on let's change the story,i'll run away with all of my money and live a happy life-far away from this place!" -Ashley contero Ang babaeng ngayon ay nag mamay ari na sa katawan ni hestia Isang simpleng babae na namumuhay ng tahimik kasama ang libo-libo niyang problema Ngunit paano kung sa isang malagim na trahedya ay napunta siya sa isa sa mga paboritong novel na kaniyang binabasa They soul's meet Same body that died that day. Same body that beeing suffering trough so much pain. They both have many similarities. Pero paano niya nga ba tatakasan ang katotohanang sasalubong sa kaniya? Paano kung ang lalaking pinakamamahal ni solace ay mag karuon ng interes sa kaniya....
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