Before She Went: The Story of Alma Joy

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" ' Tell me who would like to have a fat, big headed, ugly, depressed, suicidal, insecure, ed, socially awkward freak! I can't even get a single real friend.... so please tell me who would want me? ' No one. "  -Alma JoyAll Rights Reserved

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"Damn, I'm hooked."

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"...now I'm falling..."

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"Damn, I'm hooked."

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