Nothing Like Death 5sos

My mom warned me about something important that no other person had ever said to their kids. Death, she said stay away of all of it, but did i ever listened no of course not. Was it worth putting my family and friends through all of this? Did he think i was a joke, a game someone that can be pushed around to do what he wanted me too do or did he truly love me for me and is try to protect me from all harm.