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When I first Knew.

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Disclaimer, I don't own the characters. I wish I did, they all belong to JK Rowling. 
It's a Drarry fanfic
I can understand that isn't everyone's cup of tea. So I am giving you: Warning ahead. It's a Drarry story!! Little bit Hedric!! BoyxBoy!!! Will deal with some mature themes like suicide, depression. But it is mostly about healing and getting better. 

Harry Potter, the chosen one just lost Cedric, his friend, his ancor... and... Well, He just lost him.
Trying not to dwell on that. He tries to move on but he can't. As he just as he is too tired for all of this, some help comes from an unsuspecting place. someone he never expected. 
First Drarry Story... It improves as it goes on, as I was very young when I started it. Might still not be the best. But I enjoy writing it. Please leave down your comments, I love reading your opinions and thoughts. Never be afraid to share!

I am so happy this story was selected for the Watty Award! It would mean a lot if you guys only gave this story a chance. I love writing a lot. I've been doing it for a long time as you can see. Let me know what you think!All Rights Reserved

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Sixty-four Steps (drarry) by liamwhatdoyoubring

A stormy sky, clouds and rain. As Harry looked, truly looked, into Draco's eyes he could begin to see a story playing out. A stormy day, a small cottage. Two people lived there alone. They absolutely loved the rainy days. The two people would just sit on their small couch and watch the rain fall against the window. They didn't mind the couch was small, they would just cuddle up to one another. Lovers. They must be lovers. The pitter patter of the rain and the soft grey tones running through the sky were calming. It rained almost everyday in those two people's version of paradise. .... AU where The Battle of Hogwarts happened in 6th year, and not as many people died This is a Drarry fic. Quick warnings: smut, suicidal actions or thoughts, abuse and talk of molestation. Just in case you don't read the description I put the warnings at the beginning of every chapter !There's no reason for me to write an extremely long description so enjoy the story!! And yes it is just a story I'm not asking you to imagine Daniel Radcliffe and Tom Felton, it's Draco and Harry. All Rights and credit to J.K. Rowling. These are her characters and settings I'm just using them to write my own little story !

(Drarry) Faking My Own Death by Chase_fanfics

Draco had dealt with enough death to make peace with his own. Getting a handle on his emo angst, he assumed his life would end after Dumbledore's murder. He didn't expect to keep living. He didn't expect to find something, someone left living for. He didn't expect to reach out to Harry Potter for help. Even more so, Draco didn't expect to fall in love with him in doing so. This is a slow-burn romance and redemption Drarry fic written by a touch-starved queer person with a newly rekindled love for Paramore and MCR. Enemies-to-lovers always hits different when 'Playing God' is in the soundtrack! Get ready for Draco 'overthinking is my therapy' Malfoy, Harry 'not settling for less' Potter, nonbinary Hermione, and supportive best friend Ron, with appearances of 'awkward big brother' Bill and other notable Weasleys. Explicit consent and content warnings are important to me. This fic is mostly a safe space, with warnings added to relevant chapters (there's no SA/abuse in general). Yet, if anxious/angsty overthinking isn't your thing, maybe just skip this entire fic. (This book contains sexual content and strong language, so mature audiences only.) Chapters 1-45 have been edited in February 2022 for more consistent paragraph etiquette. All later chapters have this editing done before posting. Bonus chapters still yet to be edited.

Growing up //Drarry by drxrryship

READ THIS!!! [completed] *currently re writing and fixing mistakes that my 11 year old self made* This is a cuteness over load of a baby Draco story just read it to find out lol. If you are looking for the cutest story you have ever read then I think you have found it. Some chapters are shorter So it's not over 30 chapter of hell. This is a Draco and harry (drarry) fan fiction so if drarry is your thing then read this! (Boyxboy) This is a story about Draco and harry going back to Hogwarts for there 8th year and then one day in potions class something not necessarily bad but not good either happens and harry has to take care of a baby. What if harry is keeping secrets from everyone? Who sticks by Harry's side through it all and who leaves him behind? Who lies to harry and who helps him out through the tough times? Ron?, Hermione?, neville?, draco?, Luna? Read to find out. Started September 10! ⚠️slight swearing⚠️ *all Harry Potter characters belong to j.k Rowling and others are mine* Kinda mega cringe.... I was 11/12 don't judge I'm also just going through it and fixing spelling mistakes and such sorry for all the updates

Don't You? (Drarry) by ImmaSlytherinYourBed

It's been 6 years since the war. Harry and Ginny broke up soon after, and he's living a peaceful quiet life finally not having to fight the bad guys. He still gets nightmares, and blames himself over lost loved ones. Draco Malfoy took to becoming one of the best healers in history. Living in the manor with his mother being the one patient he can't help. Harry gets shocking news and suddenly their paths are intertwined, but Harry is keeping something from everyone. In fact only one person aside from himself knows, will it change them forever? Disclaimer: sadly I don't own Harry Potter or any of the characters all but the story itself belongs to JK Rowling #3 on HarryxDraco #like8 on Drarry #5 on romione

healing | drarry by dracosfirstwife

"he's yours?" "he's adorable, isn't he?" "not as adorable as draco malfoy being a father." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ a drunken mistake left draco malfoy with a son at the young age of twenty. he's struggling to heal with his trauma from the war, as well as raising a son alone. harry potter took in teddy lupin, his godson, after andromeda tonks fell seriously ill. he's also struggling to heal from his war-caused trauma, but he took teddy in regardless. when teddy unfortunately befriends scorpius malfoy, an unexpected friendship forms between harry and draco. raising kids together, and healing together, the two men end up being more than friends. but healing isn't easy. post war teddy is born two years after the war started: november 27th 2022 finished: november 11th 2023 WARNINGS: ABUSE, EATING DISORDERS, MENTAL HEALTH THEMES, VIOLENCE, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE the story is set in this generation. harry potter is part of gen z. most characters belong to jk rowling but the plot is mine :)

Hold me under the stars-Drarry by bellareadsagain

"YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME!" He yelled as his whole body trembled in front of me. His breath hit me in the face, a sweet and cool scent. But deadly. Heat rose in my body as I felt how close his body was to mine. "Then tell me why you hate me so much!" I cried back. Rage radiated through his skin. He forced his hand onto my throat and pressed it just enough for me to let blows of air slip through. I felt his cold rings dig into my skin as he leaned even closer. "I HATE YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE EVERYTHING!" he roared. I didn't have a chance to speak as he continued. "Ever since you started here, you've just strolled through the halls as if no insecurities lay beneath your skin. I hate the way you laugh like the world is fine as it is. The way you breathe like you know it isn't your last." I met his gaze as the last words blurted out. "I hate you because you make it look easy." This story is not set in the usual magical world as you know it. Instead, this story will bring the characters we dearly love closer to home by bringing them into our own world. But what happens when the world suddenly seems heavy? When love, friendship, and hatred enter the life of Harry Potter. A/N: This book contains sexual content, MLM, and cursing. If you are not comfortable with that, I wouldn't recommend this book to you. ! NONE OF THE CHARACTERS ARE MY OWN AND THEY BELONG TO JK ROWLING! Idk, I think that's what you're supposed to say

Memories of Us by Nyltiaks

Harry Potter is an Auror. He and his boyfriend, Draco Malfoy, live together. Harry gets injured on the job, and Draco is not handling it very well. Harry's stuck in a magically-induced coma in order to make sure he doesn't worsen his condition. Draco is reminiscing on his positive memories with the boy who he's terrified he's going to lose. XxXxXxX A fluffy Drarry fanfic. There is no smut (sorry). This is my first completed fic. They will get better I promise. This one doesn't follow a very strict plot. It is more Draco looking back on good times. Please enjoy and know that I'm still learning! Thanks! Cover Credits: https://nourix-png.tumblr.com/ https://www.instagram.com/nourix.png/ Thank you so much!! I love it!! (I have their consent to use this art for my fic please do not repost without their consent) (I obviously do not own the characters, settings, or world in this writing. Those are all credit of Daniel Radcliffe)

Rewind // Drarry by Infinite_Reads

*completed* *** Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, A smile, A kind word, A listening ear, An honest compliment, Or the smallest act of caring. All of which have the potential to turn a life around *** AN: mature content! Please don't read if your not comfortable with anything concerning, - Abuse - Unwanted sexual assault (rape) - Self inflicted pain/ self hate - Explicit content I am not egging anyone on who's going through any of these things I'm just merely a Harry Potter fan who loves Draco malfoy (he's soo cute) please no hate I know I'm not the best at writing :'D Disclaimer: none of the characters are mine (unless stated otherwise) they belong to our queen JK Rowling. Only the plot is mine! Enjoy!! ~Infinite Rankings- Number 2 in #eigthyear out of 28 stories Number 4 in #anguish out of 828 stories Number 83 in #hurt-comfort out of 1,000+ stories Number 42 in #drarryfanfic out of 1,000+ stories Number 343 in #drarry out of 1,000+ stories Number 947 in #dracomalfoy out of 1,000+ stories

Why? - a Drarry Fanfic by that_1_theater_kid

Harry Potter, the Chosen One, the savior to the wizarding world, hasn't talked to anyone all summer. He has to go back to Hogwarts to finish his 7th year, but all he wants to do is disappear. Draco Malfoy, the death eater, the bastard no one likes, is also going back. He used to be like Harry, wanting to disappear, never be seen again. He's trying desperately to help himself and Harry at the same time. On the train ride to Hogwarts, they find themselves in the same compartment, and become friends. Can these two broken souls save each other before it's too late? I DO NOT OWN HARRY POTTER!!! All characters belong to J.K. Rowling, the terf. TRIGGER WARNING!!! There will be strong mentions of self harm, eating disorders, suicide, ect. Do not repost on any other website/account without my permission.

pending ✓ by dracosfirstwife

your chats will be pending until lightningboy adds you as a friend 'i love you. i'll see you in another lifetime' ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ after getting out of a mental hospital, harry james potter runs away and leaves his snapchat username on a random stall in his regular pub, thinking nothing of it. his life changes the moment a certain blond adds him. ~ post war, half text story, short chapters WARNINGS: HOMOPHOBIA, ABUSE, VIOLENCE, SELF HARM, SUICIDE, AND MENTAL ILNESSES/DISORDERS the story is set in this generation. harry potter is part of gen z. most characters belong to jk rowling but the plot is mine :)

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Sixty-four Steps (drarry)

A stormy sky, clouds and rain. As Harry looked, truly looked, into Draco's eyes he could begin to see a story playing out. A stormy day, a small cottage. Two people lived there alone. They absolutely loved the rainy days. The two people would just sit on their small couch and watch the rain fall against the window. They didn't mind the couch was small, they would just cuddle up to one another. Lovers. They must be lovers. The pitter patter of the rain and the soft grey tones running through the sky were calming. It rained almost everyday in those two people's version of paradise. .... AU where The Battle of Hogwarts happened in 6th year, and not as many people died This is a Drarry fic. Quick warnings: smut, suicidal actions or thoughts, abuse and talk of molestation. Just in case you don't read the description I put the warnings at the beginning of every chapter !There's no reason for me to write an extremely long description so enjoy the story!! And yes it is just a story I'm not asking you to imagine Daniel Radcliffe and Tom Felton, it's Draco and Harry. All Rights and credit to J.K. Rowling. These are her characters and settings I'm just using them to write my own little story !