When I first Knew.
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Last published Wed, Jun 19, 2019
Disclaimer, I don't own the characters. I wish I did, they all belong to JK Rowling.
It's a Drarry fanfic
I can understand that isn't everyone's cup of tea. So I am giving you: Warning ahead. It's a Drarry story!! Little bit Hedric!! BoyxBoy!!! Will deal with some mature themes like suicide, depression. But it is mostly about healing and getting better.
Harry Potter, the chosen one just lost Cedric, his friend, his ancor... and... Well, He just lost him.
Trying not to dwell on that. He tries to move on but he can't. As he just as he is too tired for all of this, some help comes from an unsuspecting place. someone he never expected.
First Drarry Story... It improves as it goes on, as I was very young when I started it. Might still not be the best. But I enjoy writing it. Please leave down your comments, I love reading your opinions and thoughts. Never be afraid to share!
I am so happy this story was selected for the Watty Award! It would mean a lot if you guys only gave this story a chance. I love writing a lot. I've been doing it for a long time as you can see. Let me know what you think!
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