I'm A Christian Atheist
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MatureComplete Sun, Feb 12, 201713m
I consider myself a "christian atheist " I front of my family I am a well behaved, christian, well held together, straight, girl. I am none of those things. When I am alone I am a completely different person. God isn't real. I don't care what you say. God is just a fairy tale character like Santa or the Easter Bunny. I never believed in those characters either. Religion is just a mind trick people put you under at birth. I escaped the death trap. But my parent are just trying to suck me back in.
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