Love is way too confusing

"I hate you Damon Johnson! I hate you!" I felt the hot tears form in my eyes and steam down my cheeks as I tried to lie to the boy that I so desperately loved. He walked fast toward me and got close to me. I could easily smell the mint gum scent that fanned my face. His cologne danced in the air as he grabbed my wrist. "Damon! Stop! Let GO!" I struggled and attempted to free myself but all I could think about is how his muscles flexed wildly as the seconds past. God he's hot. "You don't hate me, you love me Jo." He smirked and got closer , if he moved even slightly we would be kissing. I stared straight into his eyes, those dark almost black eyes that would make any girl week in the knees. I got shivers down my spine as he snaked his arm around my waist pulling me closer to him. It seemed as if he was about to kiss me, when he let go and stormed down the hall and out the school doors. Leaving me utterly shocked, but mostly disappointed. "YOU LOVE HIM?!" Brayden's shocked and hurt voice sprang into my ears making me want to die.