Thats how you would describe it. Just, quiet. Not really lonely, not really sad, just quiet. You had nothing to say, and if you did, you had no one to say it too. You didn't mind, the stuff you would want to say, you would just write down, or have a conversation with yourself about it. after all, you were the greatest friend you've ever had. If you had you, you would never be lonely, so, why would you need any one else??
You lived that way, for years which seemed like months. You didn't mind it, and you had no one left to push away, so you thought it really didn't affect you. Well, until he noticed.
You, being rather oblivious didn't notice he noticed, and whether you liked it or not he would be changing it. And your quiet existence would ciest toexist
Since the event in shiganshina you were done.. your family was gone your friends all lost..You had only one last goal.. you wanted to join the survey corps and kill all of those titans who stoled everything you had from you.. but what you didnt expected is that you can feel something again what you didnt feel in ages..
My first story please dont judge to hard