He was known as the weirdo, loser etc. He tried to fit in he thought he was alone. Yixing suffers from depression and anorexia. He thought he had no one until she came along but not everyone gets a happy ending do they? Live the life of Zhang Yixing through a diary he wrote before he gave up see all that he loved until his last minute. This was his way of escaping. ------------------------------------------------ the plot and character belong to me. Please don't steal my plot. It's my first time writing a sad fan fiction. I hope you enjoy it