Holding Back (Lesbian Story)
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Leila: The perfect boyfriend, the perfect life. But is her life really as great as it seems? And then to top it all off, she meets the new girl Maya, and is feeling an unusual pull toward her. Will she resist, or give up her best friend and boyfriend Zack?
Maya: Maya was somewhat of a loner at her old school, but now she is determined to be seen and to hide one of her biggest secrets from her new classmates: the fact that she's gay. But will the attraction to Leila bring her out once again?
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