emptiness

........you know how people always look happy
like they have no worried almost as if their lives are perfect
but no one knows what's going on in another person's life
because life could be as beautiful as a dream
Or as ugly as a nightmare
you never know which one it is until you experience the other
I'm not going to say that my life is difficult because I don't know what is difficult
whether my life is,
or the lives of the people who have it easy just so that one day it'll blow in their faces
my life is not something that I'm able to talk about it easily not because it's really hard and filled with suffering oh no no it's because it's filled with emptiness.