A State Of Mind
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A story about night skies,
A girl named Diamond,
And about her dead brother who played the piano.
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Author's note:
Cover picture is NOT mine. Illustrated by Harada Miyuki. I DO NOT own this picture nor intend to make profit out of it. All credit goes to the right artist. For entertainment purposes only.
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