Harry Styles, a 17 year old boy who still follows mom's rules and goes to church. However he has a secret. Harry is gay. He didn't chose to be and doesn't want to be because he knows it's wrong, or so his congregation says. However, he believes God loves everyone no matter what or at least he hopes so. One Sunday service, a blue-eyed beauty attends as Zayn's guest. Covered in tattoos and wearing punk rock shirts, Harry's dad forbids Louis to get near Harry. Louis however, has never been one to follow rules. Harry is stuck choosing between sticking to what he has been taught since a young age or follow what his mind and heart now tell him. ***inspired by Troye Sivan's song - Heaven*** ***specifically these lyrics*** "Without losing a piece of me How do I get to heaven? Without changing a part of me How do I get to heaven? All my time is wasted Feeling like my heart's mistaken, So if I'm losing a piece of me Maybe I don't want heaven?"