A Monster Within//Phan - MonseCooper - Wattpad

Story cover for A Monster Within//Phan by MonseCooper

A Monster Within//Phan

Reads 40
Votes 2
Parts 2
Time <5 mins

Reads 40
Votes 2
Parts 2
Time <5 mins

danhowell phillester

"I created a monster, 
a beast inside my brain, 
I have nowhere to go, 
and I'm not on my own"

Dan Howell is a troubled person, he created a monster inside his brain that mocks him everywhere he goes, his mind is a dangerous place that he wishes no one to discover.All Rights Reserved

danhowell phillester

Table of contents

2 parts

Sign up to add A Monster Within//Phan to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Speak up already - Phan by geniusotaku

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

summer school // phan by gigglingphan

phil wants to know more about a new acquaintance, dan howell, but dan just can't let himself around phil and his beautiful blue eyes... [DON'T READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED! There are mentions of self harm, depression, anxiety, smoking, fluff, homophobia, mentions of homophobic slurs]

deranged | phan by phanlusions

completed~~ Dan Howell is admitted into the Manchester Eye Mental Hospital after his attempted suicide. He gets roomed with a boy named Phil Lester, but he doesn't talk much. Not at all actually. Dan decides to make it his personal mission to make Phil talk, but focusing on someone all the time can make you lose yourself. ------------------------------------------ mentions of self harm, suicide, multiple mental illnesses, etc ------------------------------------------ deranged (a.) mad; insane

Smile, Dan by kittylover573ds

DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

Psycho by TheCoumie

Deciding to play by his own rules, Dan embodies the dark part of his mind. Phil, wanting the best for him, tries to crawl inside his head to understand him... but Dan won't let him in so easily. *Inspired by Dan's video 'Psycho thoughts'.

With You by phan_of_howell

Dan is a depressed suicidal kid with no friends what so ever in till he meets this dork named Phil

Uncovered (A Phan fic) by childestiddies69

High school.... supposed to be the best years ever. Not to Daniel Howell. He's a pastel, shy boy with anxiety. He gets bullied almost everyday because of his fashion choices. People call him offensive names and beat him up. The thing about Dan is that he has a secret that can't be uncovered. His dad beats him up, causing him to have severe depression. Phil is a punk- jock that can pretty much bang anyone he pleases and can get away with anything. On the first day of senior year, Dan gets seated next to Phil and they both start to talk more and more. Making their relationship more intense. But Dans secrect shall remain... uncovered. WARNINGS Language Abuse (Bullying, alcohol) Fluff (maybe smut) Ddlb

Phan // I Want You To Love Me by phanlove_

Dan Howell is in love with Phil Lester, but Phil is clueless... Will Phil ever feel the same way?

Losing control: Phan by manyfandomsunite

Magic isn't real as far as Phil Lester is concerned. Magic controls Dan Howell's life. What will happen when a non believer meets the magic himself?

Brotherly love (phan) by phanallamallama

Phil is an orphan, bullied, and living alone with no friends in a home. He does his best not to let that fact that no one seems to care about him get to him, but it's getting harder. Then a nice couple start to take interest in him, and it turns out they have a son his age, Daniel, but the love they begin to share isn't of a brotherly nature...

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Speak up already - Phan cover

summer school // phan cover

deranged | phan cover

Smile, Dan cover

Uncovered (A Phan fic) cover

Phan // I Want You To Love Me cover

Losing control: Phan cover

Brotherly love (phan) cover

Speak up already - Phan

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]