Am I Perfect Yet.
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"YOURE NOT GOOD ENOUGH", mother yelled at me.
"Why can't you be like her!" she slapped me with all her force across my cheek and I fell with a thud.
"You, you hit me..." I pathetically whimpered holding my burning cheek.
In which a mother loses her sanity after the loss of her PERFECT daughter and tries to replicate her.
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