Restrict and Regret

Everytime I think of that day
a tear rolls out of my eyes,
never knew you would hurt me
because all i believed was that you were bold and wise.
you never told me you were leaving
you went out like i meant nothing,
somethings are meant to happen
but i never knew your departure would hurt like everything.
you crushed my world and made me feel worthless
you left me alone to deal with my agony,
I thought, one day you would return
with all love and affinity.
I waited for so long
And now im losing my mind,
I loved you with all my strength
and now there is nothing that kind.
I hope one day you realize your mistake
and cry out in pain and grief,
And that day i would smile in victory
for now you will know what you made me feel for all this time.
-nafisa samya