"Are you going to give me an answer?" He asks. That's when the debate in my head starts. I would let my whole entire family down, my fans and my supporters. Besides who would hire an actress running away like that and never settling. But most of all I would let George down. Even though it might not have been my best choice agreeing to marry him I hate seeing him hurt. Then what about me, my feelings? I don't feel certain in doing this. It's a life long commitment and I'm not sure if I can do it. And having that thrown in my face would be even worse.