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Mockingbird

Reads 127
Votes 15
Parts 10
Time 52m

Reads 127
Votes 15
Parts 10
Time 52m

Mature

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Tired and nearly broken, nerdy 1950 fashion loving Vanessa Caulfeild finds herself out of house and job, and plans to party on what planned to be her last night alive. Her plans are sadly stopped once the college's main man on the Aquatic's team, Xzavier Prise, offers her a place to stay. Intensely drawn to her, Xzavier wants something for the first time in his life and pursues on showing her just how badly she's wanted. But Vanessa's painful past is catching up to her, and her heart might just be the one thing Xzavier can't win.All Rights Reserved

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And Then There Was You (BxB) by writermgf

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Will it be ok? by NoBlood_Vampire

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SKINTIGHT (Watty Awards 2024) by frangipanii

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evanescence (2.) | ✔️

"There's a word I found recently. Evanescence. It made me think of you. It made me think of us. Were we just a dream, Sebastian?" TW : Key themes of suicide and trauma. WARNING: This is Book Two. Please read "affluenza" first to avoid any spoilers. Thank you! Romano De Carlo. Confidant, friend, stranger, and Braylen Adams' reckoning this summer in Malibu. After the events of the past summer, returning to his aunt's house proves to be harder than Braylen expected. Coupled with cryptic text blasts, uncovered secrets from the past, and secret rendezvous with Roman, Braylen's in for an eventful summer. One that he never prepared for.