Lead me away from reality

Summary Inside. Warning: some graphic things, do happen. So if your squirmish around violent scenes and language. Plus some self harm and other triggering details. Don't read and read something more your taste. I'm not in control of you, if you do read it and it you give me shit about it. As I stated before, if your not used to dark themes of certain kinds, then please stay away and don't comment that it's disgusting. I warned you. Good day.