Not dark nor darker but darkest. This is the time when people manipulated and used me. This is the time when I don't even see any shines any shimmers. What surrounds me is how darkest light is when I am all alone fighting for love. No one dares to ask if I'm okay if I can handle myself. But no one dares except for myself. I ask myself if I am fine my answer is no. I'm dead emotionally and spiritually Meilency Maverick Juanies Carcuevas is the name and I can't live this place anymore. I was once alive, energetic,live full and full of smiles. But they all take it away