***DO NOT READ IF YOU WILL BE TRIGGERED READING ABOUT DEPRESSION, SELF HARM, OR ANXIETY*** This Fanfiction involves Jake Mitchell (YouTuber) debating on what to do with his life. He is falling to pieces but has strong love towards his bestfriend Kayleigh. They grow closer and closer by the day leaving him in even more confusion on what to do. He keeps himself to himself most of the time to avoid trouble but this leads him to worry more and more day by day. Does he ask her out? Is he too scared to ruin their friendship? Would being in a relationship improve his life? Read and find out.. I will release parts as frequently as I cann!😘x