The Beginning or The End?

I'm good.

I said for just about the hundredth time today. I'm fine, I'll be fine. I just need some time to figure everything out. I told my best friend as she looked at me utterly concerned.

She said, "look me in the eyes and tell me you're okay."

I couldn't even bring my eyes to level hers before a tear began to run down my cheek.

I'm sorry.

But I can't do this anymore.