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Believing in love...Again (A Zayn Malik story)

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Parts 26
Time 11h 18m

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'Do you think it ever gets better, Zayn?' she asked me, her grey eyes boring into mine with an intensity that made me shudder. She was expecting me to have the answer. Oh, I had an answer. I just wasn't sure if it was the one she wanted. No, it never gets better. It never stops hurting. It always makes you feel like shit.  "Moving on." It sounds easy, but honestly, you die a thousand times in pain just to appreciate that phrase. And because, I couldn't lie to her no matter how much I cared about her, I told her the answer she needed.

'No, it doesn't. Love like ours was an illness, something you never really recover from.' 

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Love. The moment you hear that word, your mind automatically conjures up an image of a happy girl and a happy lad walking arm in arm by the beach during the sunset. But it's not like that for Rashel Davis and Zayn Malik. For them, love isn't some happy thing. For them, love is the one thing that wrecked their peaceful world. It left them broken. It bruised them so bad that they forgot what it's like to even breathe without it hurting. Being in love brought them nothing but misery. 

This is the story of how they lost love for everything it was worth and then ended up finding it again in the way they never could've imagined. 


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