The Girl Who Always...
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Last published Fri, Mar 17, 2017
Smiled by day,
Cried by night.
Sadian Furtase is depressed. Pretty straight forward huh? She always smiled, when one day, she stopped. She gave up.
"If all your gonna do is hurt me, then why don't you break me. Why is it only piece by piece? Can't it crack all at once, dammit."
"I'm giving up."
"I'm so fucking tired of being strong."
"You win, I broke. Congratulations."
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