‘She wasn’t that beautiful, or like the girls I knew. I wasn’t a one for settling down, but for her I was ready to do more than this. She was special, and had that twinkle in her big brown eyes that made me feel warm. She was so innocent that I couldn’t think of the devil living inside of her. Her smile was so dazzling that I thought I was going to die. I did never think of her being like that. I didn't do anything bad to her, she did. But still, they say I’m the Bad Boy.’
Sami Dortmund is a bad boy. Everyone know it, everyone say it. He is a good-looking player, who never thought about settling down. He smokes, he drugs, he sleeps around, he fights, and he hates. He is the ultimate definition of a bad boy.
He meets a girl one day, who he thought she was the most beautiful and innocent girl ever made. Her brown eyes warmth him, her smile made his knees go weak. He liked her, loved her, and settled for her. But, she wasn’t what he thought she was, as she broke him slowly, and painfully.
Appearances are sometimes deceptive.
P.S: Written in a guy's POV!
P.P.S: You WILL find offensive comments, and words! Read at your own cost :)
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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