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Last published Thu, Jun 8, 2017
I don't understand what everyone is talking about when they say I have "changed". I'm the exact same person I was two years ago. In fact I'm better than I've ever been. Just ask my Eliza. I'm sure she can tell you. But don't listen to Adam. He's a filthy liar. Actually just listen to me, I know what I'm talking about.
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