SEXXX DREAMS

Is it me? Or is it Destiny? Hard to tell really....I wish I knew. Just...wish. But I guess things happen for a reason....it's just why this? Why shall this happen to me? What did I do so bad? So bad that I be in this situation. But here I am. Here I am lying on the cold hard ground..sweat running down my neck. Tears racing one another, along the cheek. Well at first I thought the 3 were Harmless. Thought it will be easy to choose the 'ONE'. Why do they have to be so fine! But I guess....that's what I get. I thought I really had the 'ONE'....but I didn't. I was so wrong. Very wrong. The three names, ring in my ear every time I hear them. It's like a fire trigger. It sets off this feeling I thought I never had. Andrew. Boy does that name send chills down my spin. In a good way at that. His smile, made me think he was innocent, oh god was I wrong. And then there's Junior.....I'm a sucker for a bad boy. His eyes, his smile, his hair, his body, his di--, Sorry, I got carried away. But boy was it the biggest out of them all. Issac, boy never thought I'd fall in love with a Italian. But It happened....was it his charm? His laugh? His smile? He may not had the biggest package, but he had the biggest heart. The biggest passion. But here I am...on the floor, the cold floor. Looking at the bodies of the ones I felt a connection with. Now, let's take a journey on one of my wildest Sexxx Dreams...