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Kumpleto, Unang na-publish Nov 16, 2013
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"Don't you think you've done enough damage?"

"...I was young and stupid."

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(2ND EDITION ON MY PROFILE...ADD TO GRT NOTIFIED WHEN I START IT)

Suicide is known as a 'self- destroyer'.

When someone thinks about killing themselves, they are titled as Suicidal.

Alongside Suicide, Depression is a mental illness that almost always leads people to suicidal thoughts.

Sometimes it will be a lonely Old Man/Woman. 

Sometimes it will be a little boy/Girl who has just became a teenager, but doesn't feel she is needed. 

Sometimes it will be a middle aged Man/Woman who seems to have her entire life together, when really they are torn into pieces. 
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And sometimes, like this time, it is a high school student who doesn't think she has any other path to choose, but suicide.


*If anyone ever feels as if they have no other choice please get in contact with a suicide hotline [ 1-800-273-8255]


*This story will contain self harm, and a little bit of language*
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