So Far Titled STUPID...
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I'm over him. Sheesh. How far from the damn truth can you get?
I honestly thought that with the conclusion of "So Far Untitled" that I'd moved on. Evidently not. So who's up for this crappy ride again with me?
No-one? It's ok. I don't blame you.
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