my strange addiction
itsyodinosaur
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itsyodinosaur
Ongoing, First published Feb 07, 2017
angstanimederedissociativeidentitydisorderdramajapanjapan-basedlovemultiplepersonalitydisorderpsychologicalromanceshoujotsundere
TAKING MAJOR HIATUS !

❝she was the drug
and he was addicted.❞

After the traumatic incident Hideki had to face 4 years ago, he knew nothing would ever be the same. Though that is until a familiar yet unfamiliar face shows up in a bathroom mirror. When right then and there, his life suddenly takes a turn when he decides to have a deal with him; a deal that makes Hideki feel as if he can finally run towards something and approach nearly every problem on his list. The first being to come back to the girl he once fell in love with. 


+was known for "My Tsundere Stalker" as its old title.
++ girl in the cover/illustration : kato rei (ig: @kato_rei )


please take note of the warnings from the foreword first before reading. thank you so much!!<3
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10 parts Ongoing Mature

Seeing them together hurts. She didn't deserve him. He was too good for her. But when I needed him to listen, he didn't. Now she makes my life a living hell and he doesn't even know. Or maybe he does but just doesn't care? I don't know anymore. I just wished I disappeared. My heart betrays my logical mind that tells me to despise every corner and inch of him, yet I can't forget it. His scent. His touch. His voice. That adorable smile. Oh, how I wished he'd look at me with love the way he does her. But he doesn't. And he will never. Not now. Not ever. Ryomen Sukuna. I wish I never meet you. I DO NOT OWN ANY JUJUTSU KAISEN CHARACTERS!!

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