Twenty Øne Reasons to Live
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  • Reads 27,055
  • Votes 1,529
  • Parts 40
  • Time 5h 21m
Ongoing, First published Feb 08, 2017
I don't want to live anymore. My life is a joke. I cut, I have anxiety, depression, Paranoid Personality Disorder, and many more mind problems I'd rather not tell you. Trusting never comes easily, and I always battle with my mind. 
    
    Life had bled out all of it's colors when a spark of neon flashed before my eyes. I didn't know it, I couldn't trust it, but I can't let it go. It's hope. 
    
    Tyler Joseph and Josh Dun like to act like they care about me, but they don't. They're liars like everyone else in this dying world. But here's the catch: I want to trust them. 
    
    I just don't know if I can. 
          
          ***Warning: Will deal with depression, suicidal thoughts, and minor self harm***
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The One I'm Not (Twenty One Pilots)

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It's like breathing in as much air as you possibly can, and not wanting to exhale it all. Holding it in, how can a heavy soul be in that much control over itself? Tyler Joseph thought about that a lot, especially in his writing. How can he be in control of a soul so dirty? So broken. So heartless. All he wanted was to be known but by who? Joshua Dun thought the same in a sense. He found safety in something he didn't have in his loving household: his drums. He'd go to the local record store, check out the music, and play their drums until he was kicked out. Only to be left alone with no outlet for the rest of his day. He wanted to be known too, but by who? *Possible heavy stuff: Read with care* Stay Alive |-/ (Cover is done by the wonderful @domismymuse! ^-^)