Plus Size: Why I hate the word
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Last published Wed, Nov 22, 2017
Let me walk you through what its like to be a plus size girl who has low self esteem: boys use you for sex blatantly. People give you backhanded compliments; and in return you smile politely and say thank you. Holes wear more quickly in the thighs of your pants and you are constantly adjusting the baggy clothes that hide the lumps underneath. You don't know what its like to wear a bikini or be truly desired or eat a fucking burger without someone making a comment or raising an eyebrow.
Well... anyway thats how it is for me.
This is my log to keep track of how I am going to lose these fucking pounds. If you don't care for swearing, twenty year old antics, emotional baggage or work out advice, then move the fuck along.
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