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Your Life Is Worth It To Me//Phan AU

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Phil is suicidal. Dan is not. Phil is a patient. Dan's a candy striper.



 trigger warning. mentions of suicidal thoughts and actions
**A lot of the stuff in this story is definitely against hospital rules sorry I don't feel like being realistic**





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deranged | phan by phanlusions

completed~~ Dan Howell is admitted into the Manchester Eye Mental Hospital after his attempted suicide. He gets roomed with a boy named Phil Lester, but he doesn't talk much. Not at all actually. Dan decides to make it his personal mission to make Phil talk, but focusing on someone all the time can make you lose yourself. ------------------------------------------ mentions of self harm, suicide, multiple mental illnesses, etc ------------------------------------------ deranged (a.) mad; insane

Tinder - D.JH. by yuhsuga

[COMPLETED] (This was written before Dan came out! I am in no way meaning to invalidate his sexuality, I love him to death!) Based on Dan's video, "Would you date THE REAL Dan?" but it takes a twist. Said video has since been deleted due to an user request to Tinder's app. Rest in peace, Would you date THE REAL Dan?, 2017-2017. Forever in our memories, but never quite taking it to our hearts. Best Ranking: #1 in #danielhowell Warning: Contains sexual content and some other graphic imagery. ©yuhsuga, 2017

Just by Chance- Phan AU by JustAnotherFicWriter

Dan is that kid. The popular boy that every girl swoons over, that everyone wants to be friends with, the boy that's a complete jerk to anyone lower on the totem pole. But deep down, he's just trying to hide and ignore his own secret- that he's gay. Phil is Dan's usual target. Openly gay, awkward, and nerdy, he seems to be easily bullied. He's always too afraid to say anything and would rather stay in the background and get through high school and go to university. When Dan's grades slip 🔚 he needs to bring them up or else repeat his senior year, Phil is assigned to tutor Dan. It seems to be a terrible coincidence that the two are brought together, but it's so much more. Thank you @tissuesfortheissues for this amazing cover Highest ranking: 450 in fanfiction Mentions of self harm and suicide

Dan and Phil Oneshots by NatureHowell

Oneshots of Dan and Phil!! Any trigger warnings and number of words are stated at the beginning of each chapter. Enjoy!! :3 If you have any requests let me know :-)

Them by Fanfictionstuffs

A Dan and Phil fic in which Dan suffers from psychosis and his boyfriend Phil is doing his best to help. Written from Dan's perspective. Final word count (excluding my comments): 35,301 Content warning: Anything you might associate with mental hospitals. Potentially triggers for restraint, definitely triggers for self harm and eating disorders. Contains swear words

The L Word (phan short story) by jessiisnotonfire

a phanfic **warning, contains suicidal thoughts, depression, and anxiety**

Secrets and Lies [COMPLETED] by starrstrxck

I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS LIKE 12, DON'T READ THIS Phil is secretly in love with Dan. Dan is secretly in love with Phil. Dan has a girlfriend. This girlfriends hates Phil and wants him dead. Truth gets out after a life is almost ended.. What will happen between Dan and Phil?? Will they get their happy ending or does Jessica have something to say about everything?? (This was written a few years ago. Putting it on public again.) CONTAINS SELF HARM, STRUGGLES WITH SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, AND OTHER MATURE TOPICS

psychedelia | phan by thenightlockfox

Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his own depression that Phil is struggling with bulimia, and that he's equally good at hiding his dark thoughts as Dan. And as Dan walks through the streets alone at night getting high to escape from the hell he's trapped himself in, will he be able to see that maybe the happiness he craves so desperately is not on the streets in the form of white pills, but inside his own apartment in the form of Phil Lester? Or will it be too late... WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, USE OF DRUGS, VIOLENCE, HIGH LEVELS OF ANGST, BULIMIA, AND THEMES OF SUICIDE. IT IS NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS.

The Shapeshifter | Phan AU by hanplan

Phil's different. Always has been, always will be. He has the ability to change his form at will, and has got involved in some dangerous situations because of it. Dan's just a kid trying to get through high school so he can get into college, but so many people are intent on making that difficult for him. But despite that massive difference, they have so much in common, and when they meet by chance, their worlds changes forever. Trigger Warning: Homophobia, depression, self harm, bullying, abuse

struggling➾ phan (complete) by -aesthetichowell-

update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"

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deranged | phan

completed~~ Dan Howell is admitted into the Manchester Eye Mental Hospital after his attempted suicide. He gets roomed with a boy named Phil Lester, but he doesn't talk much. Not at all actually. Dan decides to make it his personal mission to make Phil talk, but focusing on someone all the time can make you lose yourself. ------------------------------------------ mentions of self harm, suicide, multiple mental illnesses, etc ------------------------------------------ deranged (a.) mad; insane