:companion novel to 'something i'm not so proud of': This story takes place in the head of Euan, Dan's only friend and light in the darkness until he met Phil. But Euan has some problems of his own. Like hell he'd get through them without his friends Briar and Theodosia - who just happen to be a lesbian couple, just like Euan just happens to be trans. Follow him on his journey through dysphoria, being disowned, the orphanage, being adopted, and finding love. What could go wrong?