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Are You Gone?

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Reads 181
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Parts 9
Time 28m

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When we find the light in our lives it's as if we were never in the dark, but what happens when that light goes out? 
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WARNING: Contains, blood, suicidal thoughts, self harm, panic attacks, strong language, and gayness! 

Also, this story is going to be pretty slow. So it'll be more than just a few chapters before things happen. 

//ENJOY!//All Rights Reserved

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Paranormal by ohnophan

Phil just graduated from university and is off to start his new life. He bought a house for him and his girlfriend to live happily in-or at least that's what he thought. Life take a sudden turn when he discovers some unpleasant things and meets an unexpected person. ___ (Completed on 8.26.17)

Sensitive [Phan] by AshRose95

It all started when Phil saw Dan's tinder account. Sure, they went to the same school, but after that picture Phil saw Dan in a completly different light. That does matter though because Phil isn't interested and he makes that clear or at least that's how it starts. Phil is sentive emotionally and physically, read to see how Dan discovers that. *wink wink* Beware there will probably be smut at some point and keep in mind I have no determination to get up in the morning so please don't expect me to be reliable with this story. ♡

Forbidden Love ~ Phanfiction ~ BoyxBoy by Jessisnotonfire3

Phil's life was perfect up until a year ago when he came out to his parents. They disowned him and sent him to live with his sexually abusive Uncle. To make things worse he was forced to go to a public school and meet new people, he had little confidence and was bad at making friends. He occasionally uploaded videos to YouTube but he wasn't very well known. His videos allowed him to let his feelings out to the public, but they weren't exactly sincere. His life was falling to pieces, and it wasn't getting better any time soon. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dan's life had always been perfect. He was popular at school, got good grades and his parents adored him. However he wasn't very good at meeting new people. How's he going to react when a new kid arrives at his school? Dan has a secret. A secret nobody knows about, not even himself. His life was perfect apart from this tiny thing that had been constantly bugging him ever since he started High School. He wouldn't reveal it would he? No. That would ruin his life completely, or would it?

A Smile Can Hide Anything by dilhowelter07

When you say you're okay, you're saying it but... your eyes are saying something else. *TRIGGER WARNING* Finished July 18th, 2018

The Eye of the Beholder /Phan>•</ by namelessswashere

"You can't see the color of your soulmates eyes, before you see your soulmate first." She said, a smile tugging at her lips. "But why?" He asked, wondering why the sky and ocean were always gray, why a gray and yellow crayon made green, why this "blue" was so foreign to him. Why couldn't he get to see the shine of the sapphire, navy, of all its glory. Why he wouldn't get to taste the pure azure of the blueberry. He wondered why all he saw when he looked at the midnight blue was gray. A boring, simple, gray. "Well," she said, "I suppose that would ruin the surprise." "But what if I never find them?" ------------------------------------------------------ The love story between the gray of Dan Howell's world and the bright blue of Phil Lester's eyes, and how their love is stronger than anyone imagined. Ranked 13 in Dan and Phil fan fiction C O M P L E T E D

The grand life of Philip | ✓ by aiyorii

"I think you have internalized homophobia." Philip looked at her, his mouth slightly curved. "Jokes on you." -- Philip is a seventeen year-old teenager who just wants to try to live. Severely affected by a fatal accident that he deems himself to be responsible for, living only gets harder for him. His world, very small--school, home. But it grows in size when Fletcher Handerson, the school's star basketball player is determined to get to know him, because he is trapped by Philip's silent stares which scream more day-by-day. Things change. After all, it is high-school. ~~ Warning ⚠️: Mentions of suicide, self harm and mental disorders.

The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete) by phanwhitets

so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never love him. Dan, though, has fallen for this sad boy and also believes that Phil couldn't like him back. then sad things happen, happy things happen, blah blah blah read it to find out if your reading it, i declare you awesome

Reckless love. by Atta_123

Philip finally found a new city to stay where his family wouldn't find him that easily. He hasn't been there a day when he got to know a girl. They started talking and Philip gave her his number. In the weeks following they got closer and closer until they started dating. Philip was happy. He finally had someone. But something seemed off. His girlfriend always hid her phone and never introduced Philip to anyone. He was suspicious but never said something. One day, his girlfriend accidentally broke his phone causing Philip to get a new one. While setting it up Philip saw a page that got his attention. It was a secret account of his girlfriend. As he saw pictures of his girlfriend he realised something. His girlfriend, wasn't only his girlfriend. She already had a boyfriend before Philip. A very, very dangerous looking boyfriend. As he tried to process all of that information, there was a nock on the door. _________________________________________ Triggers: LGBTQ+ Su!c!de/s£lf harm. Death. Trauma. Abuse. Mental health issues. Health issues. Fights. Cursing. Bl00d. Smuth. Bullying. Treating. Blackmail. Drinking/smoking. Written by: 17.

Coma [YiZhan FanFiction] ✔️ by einfach_Eileen

Twenty years of living like being in a coma. It's like a night that never ends. Silent screaming. Lonely emptiness. What if suddenly someone opens the door for you and you can see into the light? As always, this is pure fan fiction and has nothing to do with reality. Everything originates from my crazy fantasy. No further publication without my permission!

struggling➾ phan (complete) by -aesthetichowell-

update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"

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Paranormal

Phil just graduated from university and is off to start his new life. He bought a house for him and his girlfriend to live happily in-or at least that's what he thought. Life take a sudden turn when he discovers some unpleasant things and meets an unexpected person. ___ (Completed on 8.26.17)