Im Scared of Myself
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MatureOngoing7m
Last published Fri, Feb 24, 2017
"Who are you?"
"What happened to you?"
"Why and how are you so screwed up?"
"Who did this to you?"
Have you ever been asked these questions? My name is Bri, and everyday of my life I am asked one of these questions, or sometimes all. Sometimes I question who I am. Sometimes, I think I have no place. My problems are real, and my journey will be interesting. Find out where my place with me!
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