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onedirectiongirl2

anxiety depression harrystyles onedirection

How could no one tell? How can I be breaking inside and no one notices?   I don't want to feel like this. I don't want to wake up every morning knowing that any minute I could break down. I don't want to go to sleep thinking about how stupid and pointless the world is.   How does no one see around my fake smile? I'm drowning in my own thoughts and no one gives a damn. Because I don't matter.   I float around  the world until I die. That is how life works. You are born, you live you die.  There is nothing special about me. I'm not going to change the world. I'm not going to save a life. I might as well not even be here. I mean what am I supposed to do? I disappoint my parents every time I do anything. My friends look at me with such pity I know that they just don't drop me because they feel bad for me. My brother is getting sick of me and i just don't know what to do.   That is until he came. He showed me what it is like to really live. To breath free for once. To be happy. To be found.All Rights Reserved

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