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Insomniac || Niall Horan [AU]
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•in·som·ni·a - habitual sleeplessness; inability to sleep
She's depressed. He's schizophrenic. When these two teens meet on Omegle, just what happens?
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"I don't want to lose you. You are the only thing I have left. And I know they say if you love something let it go, but if I let go of you, I'll have to let go of myself."
"Why let go of yourself?"
"Because you're all I have."
And she understood perfectly.
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