Ahren Stringer, his world is falling apart his addiction is beginning to consume his body as he knows it. He loves the ocean he wishes to drown in the cliffs where he and Joel, his best friend wonder about. Joel suddenly begins to have a change of heart for his best friend could this lead to heartbreak? Suicide? Or even a possibility of love? An could a notebook change Ahrens point of view on life, or will he come lost and possibly fading out of the world?