Messed Up Feelings
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  • Reads 1,369
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  • Parts 37
  • Time 1h 18m
Complete, First published Feb 10, 2017
"LOVE IS FAKE!" I shouted like i've never before.. i couldn't control my self. 
"I WOULDN'T HAVE DATE YOU!" 

"YOUR LIES, YOUR FREAKING LIES!"
"ALL THE THINGS I DID JUST TO BE WITH YOU!"

~is love even a thing.. is love even real..if it was real then why does it hurt loving..?? ~
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Misunderstanding, Fake love, untrustworthy. Niki didn't want to be the girl who just can't love her self either while she's busy loving someone else.

But, liking one guy after a guy? Whoa. 

Dating your own bestfriend?

Will Niki find the guy of her dreams? Will he be the right one? 

All these questions kept going in Niki's head. 

Why does loving hurt?

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Warning: A little bit of Mature Content so read at your own risk.


Disclaimer: The first few ( a lot)  of chapters are quite short, about 2 pages but then im trying to make them longer. As you start reading chapter 30 is where the real story begins. Before chap 30 are like fillers or intros. Hope  you understand 🙂🙂 

Oh and I wrote this story when I was young..so many grammatical errors like holy shit.  and.. uhh.. yeah I wouldn't read it if I were you.. so.. Im only planning on finishing this story. It sucks thooo. 

PLEASE JUST DON'T READ THIS STORY. READ MY OTHER STORIES. THEY'RE BETTER I SWEAR. THANKS! xx


THIS STORY SUCKS 
*Rolls away*
BYE. 

-Yash lol
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