"Can you trust me?" His tall, masculine figure immediately hovered over me. My hands on the marble kitchen counter stayed firm, the only way for me to support myself from not melting into his deep caramel gaze. I love his eyes, they are just so beautiful. His hand went to caress my cheeks. "Can you love me?" My eyes soften at his desperate gaze. I saw myself in his eyes, the same gaze that I would usually saw in my reflection. A gaze of insecurity. He... Jimin's insecure because of me?
"You know I'm afraid to love." I whispered, my eyes stinging at the urge of crying. Jimin, he... he is scared that I will turn him down. His hands then moved to mine- oh how his big hands covered mine, he brought them to his chest and I felt my legs turned jelly but god did Jimin knew and immediately carry me to sit on the marble counter.
"Do you feel it? How I desperately beat for you. It feels like you stole all the air for me and asked why I couldn't breath. I know for sure that I love you, cause no one had ever made me feel all these feelings. Not even Jewel. Fuck, if she's a jewel then you're the rarest gemstone to find. You're more than that, you are my angel."
My eyes gave up as it flows, and I know once I cry there's no way stopping me until I let it all out. "Cookie look at me." My eyes, through the tears I could see he was crying as well. "I love you so much it hurts. I'm scared if loving only leads me back to regret. I'm scared you'll hurt me." I burst into tears. That's it. I told him everything. All my fears and my likings and my secrets and childhood memories. Except for Min.
"I can't promise you I will never hurt you. But I can promise you I'll never let you feel alone ever again." I kissed him, I could no longer control these feelings. He loves me, and that's all it takes for me to feel safe and calm.
"I can't."