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I Can't Stop [Niam]
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Complete Sun, Mar 8, 20153h 48m
Niall Horan doesn't have a problem. He tells himself that everyday. He has convinced himself that he can control it, that he can stop whenever he wants.
He's getting weak and people are starting to notice. But he can stop whenever he wants, though.
He's in a downward spiral and lost all hope, desperately needing someone to save him...from himself. But he can stop whenever he wants, though.
Niall Horan says he doesn't have a problem, only he does have a problem. Niall is battling with one of the toughest battles in this day and age...anorexia. And he can't control it, he can't stop.
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