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I Can't Stop [Niam]

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Reads 225,296
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Parts 31
Time 3h 48m

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Niall Horan doesn't have a problem. He tells himself that everyday. He has convinced himself that he can control it, that he can stop whenever he wants.

He's getting weak and people are starting to notice. But he can stop whenever he wants, though.

He's in a downward spiral and lost all hope, desperately needing someone to save him...from himself. But he can stop whenever he wants, though. 

Niall Horan says he doesn't have a problem, only he does have a problem. Niall is battling with one of the toughest battles in this day and age...anorexia. And he can't control it, he can't stop.All Rights Reserved

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Falling Apart (Ziall Horlik)AU by BriannaLynnC98

Zayn Malik couldn't take it anymore. The stress, the tour, the expectations set for him by everyone but mostly he couldn't take the pretending. Niall Horan loves someone he knows he shouldn't. He loved them in ways that he knows are wrong, but that doesn't stop him from trying. When limits are reached and tension is at an all time high, will One Direction stay strong? Or, will they start falling apart?

The Fighter (Ziall Horlik)AU M-preg by BriannaLynnC98

When there's a problem in your way, use your fists. That's all Zayn Malik has known his whole life. He was from the poorest and roughest end of Bradford, being brought up without parents or even food in his stomach. This was what made him to be the man that solved everything with his fist and a little bit of heart. Niall Horan was a typical everyday guy. Sure, he was shy and didn't really get to know many people, but he was a good person once you got through his shell. He was unique in many ways, but one way was going to be life changing for him and someone else. Both are very unique people. One is a lover and the other is a fighter. When these qualities mix, will it be for the best of both worlds? Is this problem going to be too hard to solve with a fist by the fighter?

A Hopeless Addiction // Niall Horan by caturdaze

When a 20-year-old uploads a video about how One Direction saved her life, she gets more than she bargained for. A rollercoaster romance including ups, downs, and major twists.

The Wrong direction (one direction Fan Fic) by imastillgonnadream

Harry has a secret. A secret he doesn't want anyone to know because he is afraid that they will treat him differently. He's tired of the rumors, stress, and everything else that comes with being famous. Sometimes he just wants to give up. What happens though when Louis, his best mate, finds out that he is anorexic and self harms? Will Louis judge him, ignore him, or help Harry find a way out from his addictions? *TRIGGERING*

Stockholm Syndrome (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

Niall Horan was a normal 15 year old boy. He was on the football team and had tons of friends. But, all of that changes for him when he's walking home from football practice. Zayn Malik was a depressed, lonely man. He never had anyone that loved him, but that was fine. He just wanted company. Someone to share his life with and make him happy. So, one day when he was driving home from work, he saw a blonde haired boy walking alone. He thought he looked pretty cute and wanted to take him home. After the fact, Niall realizes Zayn isn't as bad as he thought. And being the caring boy he is, wants to help him out. But, the whole time he's trying to get closer to Zayn, trying to find an escape. What happens when Niall has the chance to leave? Will he take it, or has his feelings changed towards his captor?

Finding Eachother // Narry AU by peachyrush

"There's an infinite number of problems I face because of you, but it's worth it, because in the end, we end up finding each other,"

The Institute by axnsley

Zayn Malik is not depressed. Zayn does cut though, scars lining his arms from years of doing it. But Zayn isn’t depressed, he’s not anything. He doesn’t know when he stopped feeling, when he went numb, but he does know that he can feel when he drags a razor across his skin. He feels afterwards too, relief washes over him as he is reminded that he is alive, he can feel. But then his mom found out, now he’s living in The Institute. Niall Horan is depressed. He’s well aware of his depression that has had no real trigger. He had it all back in highschool, he was popular, captain of the footie team, he wasn’t even bullied after coming out. But he was depressed. He would look in the mirror and all he would see was fat, globs of pale skin in all the wrong places. So the simple solution was to stop eating. But that didn’t work, Niall couldn’t not eat. Plan B went into effect then - throwing up. He had only been doing it for a few weeks when his brother found out, now he’s being sent to The Institute. Join the journey of Niall and Zayn learning how to feel again. Friends come along the way, a schizophrenic, mute and a multiple personality disorder patient. They’re an odd group, but they get along and slowly live their lives in The Institute.

Staying Strong (One Direction, Niall Horan) *EDITING* by tigerstea

"What's Wrong Niall?" Is all I hear these days. All they get in response is "Nothing, everything's fine. I'm fine." But in reality nothing is fine. Most of one direction's fans know me as 'the ugly one' or 'the unwanted one.' I can say I got used to it, but every time I read a comment like that my heart drops. But I pretend everything's okay. It's quite easy to fake a smile, if you've been doing it for a while now.

Stumbling through the dark by Harmonyangeldreamer

Niall finds himself experiencing a collection of small niggling health problems. They irritate him but don't worry him. After all, they are just random problems, nothing serious, so he ignores them until he is forced to look at the wider issue. ***It contains mentions of suicide, self-harming and depression so please be aware if these might be s trigger for you***. This is a Niall Horan sickfic. He's my favourite One Direction member though I love them all.

Jet Black Heart (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

Everybody's got their demons, even wide awake or dreaming. Niall Horan had his secrets and his demons that he covered with a smile. He never let it show, even to his best friends. They never caught on either. Well, until Niall fell for one and it all slowly came out. Zayn Malik was Niall's best friend since birth. They've been through everything together. They were partners in crime. They were opposite in every way possible, but that's all that drew Zayn to become infatuated with the Irish boy. Are Niall's secrets too deep to ever be fully uncovered? Will Zayn still feel the same about Niall if he can uncover the demons from a jet black heart?

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