Personal Cosmos
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Have you ever been depressed? Okay, I know that's a stupid question. How about inspired? A better question, I guess. Now here comes the main question: Have you ever gone through a phase of life so filled with emotions that you feel as if you have doubled through the fourth dimension?
'Personal Cosmos' explores the narrative of a young girl called Andy who seems to know how to write a 5000 word essay on that question.
This story had been originally drafted by a girl at the age of fourteen and edited at the age of fifteen.
Now I beg your pardon and request you to kindly drag your ass along to witness some slice of life.
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