Fed up of Fantasy

I think The world will end no more less than of a Bite of blood. The pain is humiliating and sometimes the mystery person wont stop.When you change there is something that you'll die for, something that you want more that to be human again, and it's blood, these Pale creatures was no more than a monster in disguise. No way out. i would give anything to be a human, sleeping, growing older, and family.I feel like the whole world is against me, Or that I was doctor who and could not go back in time.No nothing has changed for me since i moved away to that place.I knew that it was strange at first.