Unfortunately I Know Everything

I hate being the one who knows what her every move is going to be,when I will fall, when I pass the exam, when a car is going to pass on red and rush infront of me... the worst- I hate knowing when boys are about to break up with me or just never cared about me. Sometimes knowing all is just knowing too much.
The thing is that I was born this way. I remember saying my mum's words before she says them and she used to freak out, but then she realized that this is who I was. When I was around 8 I figured out that this was something like a superpower and I was very amused by that fact. I used to show off to my friends but at some point they ended up fearing me or calling me names.
I hate that superpower,curse,gift or whatever it is. Nothing has ever been a surprise for me. I live things twice, once in a vision and nice in reality. It is the worst thing that ever happened in my life.
Many people would kill for a power like that, but no one knows what pain it is to have it. Maybe it would be interesting to have it for a few weeks or months, but a whole lifetime is just TOO much. Why cannot something cure me from this madness? Am I going to live with this forever?
What happens when my visions stop coming to me? What happens when HE comes in my life instead?