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Counting 19

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This is a story about life, and all the good and all shit little thing's that come with it.
Who am I you ask?
I'm the damaged goods.
I'm whoever I want to be.
But you may call me Lou
This is my story

⚠⚠⚠ warning some content may be triggering. I do not promote anything in this book e.g. self-harm, suicide, bullying, drinking, and drugs. 
If you are worried about your's or someone you know mental health then please seek professional help ⚠⚠⚠All Rights Reserved

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I have DID or Dissociative Identity Disorder... and that is what this story is about. It's about my personal journey learning about myself and living my life with five other people. It was tough to write so I hope you like it..... This is my life but I changed the names in it for everyone's safety.! I really hope this doesn't suck! Enjoy!

Just Teens.... by smsabedin

Into a World with Young teenagers and no adults to guide them... How will they live???How Will they face the new threats...?Will they have a team bonding?? Will they remember or understand the importance of Morals...read the story and find out.... Comment the character you wanna be in every part.... Happy reading.

Control by Ribellebella

[18+] Life has never been easy for me. Starting when I was young up until now. The loss of my girlfriend destroyed me, now another girl is in my life. But things aren't that easy. ***READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED*** This contains dark themes including d3ath, SC, drugs/alcohol, rap3, s3lf harm and more.

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by nature, im a loner. nobody dares to bully me though. try as they might they cant fathom my strength and ability. but it comes with a price. nobody even dares to call me a friend without peeing their pants in fright. but this tiny vixen got the courage to sway me into submission to his every whim and wishes. im a top predator and hes of the lowest of low. but why cant i get enough of him? born in a world where humans and shifters intermingle and common in society, ive became someone my parents are proud of. ive never dreamed of disappointing them. hence, i tried my best to be likeable to everyone. and i mean everyone. i tend to shape my personality to fit in to avoid the bitter reality that if they knew my kind, i for sure be up under their feet. survival of the fittest they might say. but how come when im with you, i smiled sincerely. i converse wholeheartedly. i touch you honestly. the heavens might strike us due to our incompatibility but can society really be the basis to how and whom we truly convey our feelings? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- if you're interested, please, see my other books: First Book: worthy to be mine Blessed Moon Series: blessed moon saved love warm thirst silenced 2nd Generation Blessed Moon Series: freak siren's call craving death impeccably yours solace Other Books: violet prison prey i read comments and i reply to them occassionally. i read messages and i reply to them if necessary. please leave votes if you like them. im super thankful for giving me your leisure time to read my works. see you on my other books. KHEINNOX 💑❤️🏳️‍🌈