Watch As This Man Disappears As We Know
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It wasn't a problem at first. He just was losing a little bit of weight so that he could feel better while he played the drums shirtless. That was it. That was all it was supposed to be anyway...
But he was starting to like the way the number on the scale got smaller and smaller, and when it when it didn't... it was the worst feel ever.
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