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Ive killed a man and all I know is I am on the run and go...
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TRIGGER WARNINGS INCLUDE 
•Self Harm
•Bullying 
•Abuse 
•Homophobic slurs
•Suicidal thoughts 
•Inside voices 
•Panic (At the disco;) AttacksAll Rights Reserved

boyxboy childhood depressed emo fanfic fanfiction fem good joshdun joshler kik lgbt love message oneshots ryden stuff suicidal tylerjoseph

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