Loving You Hurts(Short Story)

Hello guys. Let me tell you about this short story. You will read a sad story... but the ending will be a happy one, so be ready and I warned you about that part. Some parts of the story are happened in real life, suicidal tendencies and such, but the fictional parts are the parts when Alan Rickman and I are married... No that's not the real part and that part when the person I used to love married the other girl, but that girl is his girlfriend so yeah... it will be the same story when they marry. Hope you like this story of mine. Oh and this story is kind of like a journal*sorry*