Imaginary Friend
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Feeling alone is terrible. And the more you feel it, the more your mind takes over you. It will play tricks and make you believe anything and everything.
Do not let them guide you. You are your own person, with your own limits, and your own intentions.
Remember this in times of peril, dear one. For I will not always be there to lift you up. But I will be there, in your heart, to make you realize.
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