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an·o·rex·i·a
ˌanəˈreksēə/
noun

a lack or loss of appetite for food (as a medical condition).
an emotional disorder characterized by an obsessive desire to lose weight by refusing to eat.


love
ləv/
noun

an intense feeling of deep affection.


Niall Horan 
Nye-ull Hore-in/
Proper noun

A completely hopeless, seventeen year old, anorexic; who's stupidly in love with a boy named Harry styles. 


NOTE: Though this book speaks heavily of anorexia it is not about anorexia. It is a love story first and foremost. It is a story of healing, second chances, love and hope even when you feel the world is collapsing all around you.


*WARNING*
This book is heavily focused on anorexia, contains mentions of depression, self harm, suicide, and other possibly triggering topics that may not be appropriate for young readers or readers suffering from mental illnesses 

*DISCLAIMER*
This book is in no way glorifying anorexia, self harm or actions depicted in this book. 
Anorexia and the other topics discussed in this book are serious medical conditions that should not be joked about or made fun of in anyway. 
If you do not agree or feel comfortable with issues discussed in this book please do not read.All Rights Reserved

anorexia anorexiarecovery boyxboy depression harm harry harrystyles horan liam liampayne louis louistomlinson narry niall niallhoran payne self styles tomlinson zaynmalik

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Lost, Hopeless, and Destroyed (A One Direction/Niall Horan Fanfic) by LovaticDirectioner69

Melody is very emotionally and mentally unstable. She suffers from an eating disorder, self harm, and has serious depression. She has lost all hope. Until one day when she meets One Direction. And the boys want to help her. So they decide that she will live with them. They want to get her healthy again and in the process, one of the boys start to fall in love with her. Will their help and support help Melody be happy again and save her, or is it too late for this young broken girl?

$Perfection IS Skinny!! {L.T} [Larry Stylinson] by wistfully_me$

(COMPLETED) * READER DISCRETION ADVISED * ** TRIGGERING ** Louis may have what seems like the picture perfect life, but, he wants the picture perfect body to go along with it! Just how far will he go to achieve it? Louis also wants adoration, acknowledgment, and to know that he is worthy! How exactly is he supposed to get all that? Along the way Louis Tomlinson finds fame, love, and the support of four great friends. . . __________________________________________ (DISCLAIMER:- I DO NOT OWN THE BOYBAND ONE DIRECTION NOR ANY OF THE FOLLOWING MEMBERS OF THE BAND: HARRY STYLES, LIAM PAYNE, NIALL HORAN, LOUIS TOMLINSON, OR ZAYN MALIK. I ALSO DO NOT CLAIM ANYTHING IN THIS STORY TO BE BASED ON FACT, IT IS PURELY FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY) ___________________________________________

Broken Pieces (Larry stylinson) by OopsHiYouFool

DISCLAIMER I WAS 14 WHEN I WROTE THIS SO IT'S TERRIBLE + TRIGGER WARNING "I'll find a way to fix these broken pieces and let go.." Harry is in a loving relationship with Josh, but Josh becomes violent, and starts abusing him. Harry get's emotionally fucked up. Louis is insecure, and hates himself. He has a history of cutting... He stopped but started again... He almost died once, he cut too deep. What will happend when they meet? Will they be able to fix each other? Read and find out! (please just read it... lol)

Save me // ziall ✓ by pxnkedniall

Cuts raced up and down his arms, over more scars caused by a razor. As he lied on his bathroom floor, the blood dripping off his arm, painting a picture on the floor. He got to his feet; slowly and trying not to make a noise. He had relapsed, and hard this time. It was over five months ago when he stopped cutting; but today he just felt to low. The voices inside his head got to loud, and he needed them quiet. He washed off his arms, them cleaned up all the blood and wrapped his arm up. He walked out of the bathroom, head hung and shoulder dropped as he pulled down his long sleeve jacket and return to the boys. He had to be brave, but he also needed someone to save him. He was falling to pieces, and needed someone to super glue him back together and protect him. He was Niall Horan, and he needed a super hero. [Completed; 1-19-2014 ] © wxnderlessdreams 2014

Therapy || l.t. by Alex_stories

"Maybe we'll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This book contains sensitive material such as strong language, abuse, sexual content, death and depression. If you are not comfortable with such topics, please do not continue. All of this is, indeed, a matter of fiction. I understand that some of the events that will take place are real to you. If you believe this will trigger something, please do not continue reading. Read at your own risk from here on out. Alex xx

Please, Just Leave Me To Die *Narry Storan* by Oh_How_Original

- Not completed-Do you ever just sit in your room at night and think about everything? Why you were born, what’s the point of living? Are you even needed in this cruel world? Do you ever just think, would anyone even miss me if I’m gone? These thoughts run through my mind pretty much every night. I lie in bed, staring at my ceiling with tears rolling down my cheeks. Normally along with several fresh marks embedded into my stomach and skin. Nobody would ever know though, why would they? It’s not like my family are remotely interested in me or anybody for that manner. Well, I use the term ‘family’ extremely loosely. My ‘family’ basically consists of me living with my uncle who doesn’t even register that I’m living in the same house as him. He basically uses me for the benefits so he can buy more cigarettes and spent more money on prostitutes. I use the term ‘house’ loosely also, I wouldn’t call it a house. I would call it a two bedroomed shack on the rough side of town

Only Yours (Larry Stylinson AU) (Boyxboy Short Story) by bluelarries

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Between Love and Hate by smileyourepretty

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The New Addition L.S by larryxstylinson94

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